Psalm 2
Posted by Bowden McElroy in Bible & Theology
I’m not discouraged; not exactly. This isn’t any where close to being my “Dark Night of the Soul“. It does, though, seem as though periods of joy are few and far between. Things are working out – mostly. Projects are completed and done well – pretty much. It does feel like everybody wants something done and wants it yesterday. I don’t necessarily have enemies – the barbarians aren’t at the gate – just hoards of brittle-minded bureaucrats knocking incessantly at my door.
O Lord, how many are my foes!
Many are rising against me;
many are saying of my soul,
there is no salvation for him in God.
I want the mountain tops but am thankful I’m not in the valley. I want to run with the big dogs but am surrounded by little yappy strays.
But you, O Lord, are a shield about me,
my glory, and the lifter of my head.
I cried aloud to the Lord,
and he answered me from his holy hill.
I know God is present. That’s not the issue. I know he is my shield; I’m confident he answers me. I’m just tired. Maybe I need a vacation. Or a nap.
I lay down and slept;
I woke again, for the Lord sustained me.
I will not be afraid of many thousands of people
who have set themselves against me all around.
So I’ll stop and I’ll pray. I’ll acknowledge the reality of the pressures instead of brushing them away with a vague and socially acceptable “I’m fine, thanks. And you?”. I’ll choose to believe God will sweep away the pack of yappy bureaucrats; that brittle little minds will become flexible enough to see solutions that aren’t necessarily in the policies and procedures manual.
Arise, O Lord!
Save me, O my God!
For you strike all my enemies on the cheek;
you break the teeth of the wicked.Salvation belongs to the Lord;
your blessing be on your people!



Bowden,
I know I feel that way from time to time. For me, it’s typically due to a lack of rest. I can usually tell when I need this because my patience gets paper-thin and I have a desire to lash out at the most insignificant things.
I try to get away once per quarter for three or four days and recharge my batteries. No phone calls, no internet, nothing but peace, solitude, my Bible, and much prayer.
I’m overdue for my mini-sabbatical since I have not gone off somewhere that hasn’t involved a conference or meetings since April.
Thanks for the reminder. I hope you can get away soon also.
Les
Thanks Les,
For me it’s being too busy, lack of good sleep, and the start of school. The college classes I’m teaching started the 18th; my wife (a first grade teacher) and my HS Senior daughter started the week before that. The first few weeks of school are always too busy and too stressful at the McElroy household.
Oh… and my firm belief that insurance companies are evil and exist to solely to make the lives of health care professionals miserable.